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Ambulatory
02:42
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Everyday I’m trying
To be better than I used to be
Sometimes I can’t get of bed
I’m an emotional invalid
Without being so upset
That I take it out on everybody close to me
Ambulatory
I gotta stop being so fuckin mean
Ambulatory
Sick of being so bitter about everything
I’m trying to work out
My own bullshit insecurities
To not be so jaded about
All these people
Around me
And how shitty they can be
Ambulatory
I gotta stop being so fuckin mean
Ambulatory
Sick of being so bitter about everything
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To all my triumphs and defeats
To celebrate who I am
Never leaving this to chance
All in all I'm happy
About where I've landed
Yet I keep drinking "forward"
Again & again & again
Later days & longer nights
Pass the bottle right back to me
Drink it in, let everything sink in
Another shot to all my wasted contingencies
Some false courage to have some faith in me
Some faith in me
Some faith in me
The bar tab is getting high
But not as high as me
This bar stool has become
My only true friend
I'll just sit here confessing all of my sins
As I keep drinking backwards
Again & again & again
Later days & longer nights
Pass the bottle right back to me
Drink it in, let everything sink in
Another shot to all my wasted contingencies
Some false courage to have some faith in me
Some faith in me
Some faith in me
Some faith in me
Some faith in me
Some faith in me
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All alone to walk these at night
See a friend who passes by
Just as he didn't know my name or face
Treating strangers like family
Cellphones broke
It won't call out
And only to find something so fucking selfish anyways
Again the rain falls down on me
This fucking dark cloud enough already
And in the darkness, it rains down on me
I'll find a light, I'll always find one
Still alone I sit on this dirty bench
Watch the world turn round
All that shines through is that there's no care for anyone
I've been used
So now the only friends I've got
Are the ones I make at the bus stop
Again the rain falls down on me
This fucking dark cloud enough already
And in the darkness, it rains down on me
I'll find a light, I'll always find one
Again the rain falls down on me
This fucking dark cloud enough already
And in the darkness, it rains down on me
I'll find a light, I'll always find one
Again the rain falls down on me
This fucking dark cloud enough already
And in the darkness, it rains down on me
I'll find a light, I'll always find one
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Mortality
02:32
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Hundred fifty miles an hour
We're hurtling (towards the fuckin sun)
Can you feel Armageddon approaching
Cause we're all beggars and liars
Don't trust us now
But We won't throw in the towel yet
We're just getting started
Mortality's the only thing that I believe in
I know I won't be the last one standing
Mortality's the only thing that I believe in
I know I won't be the last one standing
I was hoping on a wire
Falling down now, falling down now
Can't pick myself up off the ground
And nothing matters in the end
We'll all fall apart anyway
Mortality's the only thing that I believe in
I know I won't be the last one standing
Mortality's the only thing that I believe in
I know I won't be the last one standing
So bury me down, six feet under
I'll still be laughin
Bury me down, six feet under
I'll still be laughin
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5. |
Desire
02:41
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I'm falling off these mountains
In fuckin Colorado
I hate the snow and the goddamn cold is as bitter as me
I hate the same old faces, the same old places
Is this where I thought I would be
At thirty years old I just want to surrender
Get the fuck out of here forever
Put this whole fuckin mess behind me
Make this place history
A wasteland that I must escape
I can't shake this desire
To leave here forever, to leave you all behind
I'm held to historical moments of fuckin up
And everyone can kiss my ass
Your stories make me want to throw up
Like you don't have a history
Remember you were the one standing right beside me
But never on my side
I shouldn't ever trust again...
YOU THINK YOU FUCKIN KNOW ME
YOU WERE NEVER MY FRIEND
Put this whole fuckin mess behind me
Make this place history
A wasteland that I must escape
I can't shake this desire
To leave here forever, to leave you all behind
I'm done here
I've done all that I can do here
I'm done here
I've done all that I can do here
It's easy to think that you can get over
The history inside of you
As I think back I was nothing but a joke
But it's done now
I've exhausted my patience, my empathy
I'm leaving
THERE'S NOT A GODDAMN THING THAT YOU CAN DO
TO STOP ME
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6. |
Hiding Behind The Volume
02:19
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It takes a lot for me to get up here tonight
It takes a lot for me to sing my heart to you tonight, tonight
Sometimes it takes all I've got to feel and I do that thing
To be right here with you tonight
But then the music takes my soul
And I forget about the past
And I wish everyone in here would hug someone
Then the music makes you smile
And I know it's not just me that uses this time to go and have some fun
But then the music takes my soul
And I forget about the past
And I wish everyone in here would hug someone
It takes a lot for me to get up here tonight
It takes a lot for me to sing my heart to you tonight, tonight
Sometimes it takes all I've got to feel and I do that thing
To be right here with you tonight
But then the music takes my soul
And I forget about the past
And I wish everyone in here would hug someone
Then the music makes you smile
And I know it's not just me that uses this time to go and have some fun
But then the music takes my soul
And I forget about the past
And I wish everyone in here would hug someone
Then the music makes you smile
And I know it's not just me that uses this time to go and have some fun
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She takes the light rail to Colfax Avenue
Not quite to your heart, but sure is closer to you
You both turn up all the shots
And keep drinking until the dark takes you in
Hearts will remain empty tonight
Only the taste of love
Shine through the moonlight
So if your closet's a mess
And you can't stand naked in the rain
Just be yourself and everything will turn out right
I took a cab to the Streets of London
Not quite to your heart
But surely drunker than you
You both turn up all the shots
And keep drinking until the dawn takes you in
Hearts will remain empty tonight (empty tonight)
Only the taste of love (taste of love)
Shine through the moonlight
So if your closet's a mess
And you can't stand naked in the rain
Just be yourself and everything will turn out right
Hearts will remain empty tonight (empty tonight)
Only the taste of love (taste of love)
Shine through the moonlight
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We all fall down
We're sizing up the cuts
Whiskey and Dayquill makes me glad to be alive
Lean on the wall and think about tomorrow
It's getting better now, come and sing along
Now clap those hands or stomp those feet
It's the only thing that matters right now
Get out of your mind and have a good time
It's the only thing that we can do better
It's the only thing that we can do better
It's the only thing that we can do better
It's the only thing that we can do better
We all fall down
And we're sizing up the cuts
Whiskey and Dayquill makes me glad to be alive
Lean on the wall and think about tomorrow
It's getting better now, come and sing along
Now clap those hands or stomp those feet
It's the only thing that matters right now
Get out of your mind and have a good time
It's the only thing that we can do better
It's the only thing that we can do better
It's the only thing that we can do better
It's the only thing that we can do better
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9. |
Disintegrating Bones
03:00
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Useless mythology
It's done nothing for me
No comfort, no helping me sleep
I'm seething, not breathing
There's nothing inside but loathing
And ya know I'm not posing
Comes with the realization that
This is all that there will ever be
We are nothing but chunks of flesh
And disintegrating bones
We are nothing but chunks of flesh
And disintegrating bones
I've given all I have
It's done nothing for me
It's this that drives me towards my beautiful end
And I don't need words of encouragement
And if I did then I wouldn't get them
It's a realization that this is
All that there will ever be
We are nothing but chunks of flesh
And disintegrating bones
We are nothing but chunks of flesh
And disintegrating bones
We are nothing but chunks of flesh
And disintegrating bones
We are nothing but chunks of flesh
And disintegrating bones (Bones)
We are nothing but chunks of flesh
And disintegrating bones (Bones)
We are nothing but chunks of flesh
And disintegrating bones
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10. |
Career Day
02:28
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Florescent lights are blinding me
Like they've done every day of my life
I'm stressed and sick from being in industry
That doesn't have a care for me
I'm always here working
While the boss is making bank
I feel lost and hopeless
I just want to scream and
Run away!
Run away!
Run from responsibility
Run away!
Run away!
Run from responsibility
There's a better life out there for you and me
A life off the clock out of this machine!
Run away!
Run away!
Run from responsibility
Run away!
Run away!
Run from responsibility
They say the grass is greener on the other side
I'd rather leave that whole idea behind
Run away!
Run away!
Run from responsibility
Run away!
Run away!
Run from responsibility
I just want to run away
I want to run away
I want to run away
I want to run away
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11. |
Dreams of Youth
03:28
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These days of walking a path of self-destruction are done
I wasn't gonna be afraid
But I lost this one
All those times I left it up to chance
I sure don't want to go back
I'm breaking bread with my mistakes
Cause I don't want to go back to yesterday
These dreams of youth
So perfect and unseen
Making it so much worse
All this apathy inside of me
Where did the passion go?
Am I just complacently living inside my own
Dreams of youth
Can I get up off my ass?
I spend my life asking too many questions
I wonder what it would hold for me
If I could give a shit about anything
I'm breaking bread with my mistakes
Cause I don't want to go back to yesterday
These dreams of youth
So perfect and unseen
Making it so much worse
All this apathy inside of me
Where did the passion go?
Am I just complacently living inside my own
Dreams of youth
These dreams of youth
So perfect and unseen
Making it so much worse
All this apathy inside of me
Where did the passion go?
Am I just complacently living inside my own
Dreams of youth
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12. |
Seasons
02:26
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They say it's a season
When I want to fade away
This isn't a season
When I feel like this every day
I am nothing and I know I'm all alone
And everything I hold on to
It always EXPLODES
I try hard to come around
It's a fallacy, I never do
I'm stuck in the same damn rut
I always get myself into
They say it's a season
When this is all there is
They say it's a season
The darkness consumes me
Just like I knew it would
There's nothing left to get me
The fuck out of my head
They say it's a season
When this is all there is
They say it's a season
They say it's a season
When this is all there is
They say it's a season
They say it's a season
And I want to fade away
They say it's a season
But I feel like this every day
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13. |
Halfway to Dismay
02:44
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I'm walking away, something had to change
It was never going to be you
The same argument, a sense of resentment
I can't utter a single word
I'm halfway to dismay
Choking on this overwhelming feeling of catastrophe
Quartered at the end
Pushed into this corner
I don't ever wanna
I DON'T EVER WANNA FEEL THIS WAY AGAIN!
And I can't say that I didn't see this coming
Over talking that results in nothing
I can go over this again
I think I'll save it.....
I'm halfway to dismay
Choking on this overwhelming feeling of catastrophe
Quartered at the end
Pushed into this corner
I don't ever wanna
I DON'T EVER WANNA FEEL THIS WAY AGAIN!
And you can't talk your way out of this one
Manipulation is your tool
It wasn't becoming in the first place...
I CAN'T STAY
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So this is the country
The land of the free
Governed by an orange idiot
Why can't you fuckin see?
Environment
LGBTQ
Our rights are getting destroyed by the opinions of a few
But we won't stop and listen
We're gonna fight you all the way
Cause this is not my America!
This is not my America!
Can't keep these thoughts from flying round
While this great nation crumbles down like acid rain
You pretend it won't affect you
In a way that makes them march and drag them out
Government assholes behind the desk
Never fuckin work, they disrespect
Common man, maybe me and you
Pay our taxes before they're due
Better think twice if they defend
WHAT IS RIGHT
YOU GREEDY SELFISH FUCKS!
Can't keep these rocks from flying now
Riots on the streets and right to your front door
Can't pretend it won't affect you
In a way that makes them march and drag them out
Government assholes behind the desk
Never fuckin work, they disrespect
Common man, maybe me and you
Pay our taxes before they're due
Better think twice if they defend
WHAT IS RIGHT
YOU GREEDY SELFISH FUCKS!
Can't keep these rocks from flying now
Riots on the streets and right to your front door
Can't pretend it won't affect you
In a way that makes them march and drag them out
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